paris on heaven
YO, PIRATE.
me dicky. you must be pussy.
(P.S. i always guess correctly)
Friday, November 25, 2005
tt silly ger. /6:24 PM
... anyway im very sien now n tink i shld haf stayed in skl 4 e chillout@sp ... which i tink is quite lame... but well better than here... n my fone went flat listening 2 jay's song during GEM class... fell asleep in GEM... n the stranger beside me laughed a bit cos we were so tense at first when i woke up 1 hr later blur n asking if e class has ended... i was lyk high durin CRS den low during GEMs den lyk mood dampened after GEM dun feel lyk doin anything... act my GEM class nt tt bad if u ask me... cus no one bastard extra... n i oso duwan 2 say anything cus they mite jus tink im a bastard... so the mood liddat lor... in other words, i quite lyk e class ar cus even doh i havent cliqued wif any1 yet but a few hu sit ard me has shown their friendly side... so i dun tink i'll b spastic 2wards these pple... i recognised 1 of em sitting on e other side as sum1 hu attended the nightmare leadership cruise b4... its a realli a nightmare dun wish 2 tok bot it... very boring n unfunny n unspastic... but e person wasnt in my cruise grp so i dint realli noe her... act i was tokin bot her cus i haf to admit her chioness... she was makin heads turn durin e cruise n den when i applied 4 tis course i dint expect 2 c her in e class... act i dint realise she was in e class cus i tink she ponned e first lesson den during the second lesson i realised sum1 was carryin the same puma bag as me xcept it was brown... den e owner caught my eye which was her. not interested. guys mite wan 2 transfer 2 my GEM class... J-K... i dun tink she's e kind of ger im lookin for...
i haf my reserves of posting my crude emotions here but den i tink tis time ill share tis frm myself... i dint tink gsc to b so despo... but my impression of her changed... i thot she was understanding n reserved judging on her behaviour but as i saw her facial expression durin last times, i always knew she needed fun n was jz hiding tt urge. of cus knowing this, seeing her change wasnt surprising 2 me... but again it was kind of expecting the unexpected for me so it was lyk i thot she'd remained tt reserved n understanding which was in a way......(fill in e wadever blanks) so i juz tested her(wif anyth bad i culd tink up of...) n soon i was right, her personality changed after a while. in other words, i juz tink differently of her now, even doh it may b recently n tt she isnt lidat till recently, or does not show tis side in front of other guys or even purposely...jz an act 2 rebel against the boredom tt she faced last mth... she must b very confused n putting up a facade wif me n oso bcus she often fails to read between my lines. she just doesnt get it. the amusing n disturbing side of tis doesnt seem 2 affect me. i duno if i realli hope for her 2 understand anot or best 2 leave her in e dark. but i tink shes would make a great fren(still acquaintance) cus we tink roughly in e same manner jus tt i havent shown my real side. tt silly ger.
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