paris on heaven
YO, PIRATE.
me dicky. you must be pussy.
(P.S. i always guess correctly)
Thursday, October 13, 2005
/10:23 PM
hah! finally cleared things up... it was more of a brotherly feeling alrite... stupid me... nvr realise all the while no wonder ive been hesitating... although it left a deep scar in me... but guess we all haf 2 sacrifice in order 2 get 2 a stronger emotional state... its lyk living in a cocoon b4 bursting open slowly... jz lyk in life u got 2 keep experimenting b4 u die 2 get e highest state of urself... i duno whther in e next few years ill look bck at tis blog n look at my silly emotions, raelise sum r but excuses or will i find out tt all these r true...
but i still wish i havent gone 4 e cruise n suffered all tt humiliation... cos i practically wasnt myself... i need a few daes a sum talk 2 get over e scar n still haf 2 face it sumtimes right in ur face over the next semester... hope things r cleared up 4 e rest of the parties with complete understanding... but i doubt it'll happen cos its too hard 2 believe n ya the scars r too deep... too hard 2 believe. too difficult 2 understand. onli i may know.
n i dun wish 2 tok bot it anymore... i jz wan 2 4get bot it n once things r completely cleared up, ive finally achieved it. cme on man jz clear the last bit of things up. the reason is not completely understood n trusted yet.
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