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There You'll Be(A post dedicated 2 everyone hu noe me well) /7:57 PM

Damn! I haven't updated in close 2 a mth. So many things haf happened... I dunnoe where 2 start from. Well, as usual when i live in a room too long, i'll start recollecting my recent memories, n so i haf stayed too long at one place rite nw... but i'm lovin' it.

I can tell u i'm from DBS1B21, which means diploma in biomedical science stage 1B class 21... there r onli 2 classes frm stage 1B though n another 2 classes for stage 1A. 14 gers n 8 guys... I haven't blended in with e class yet... possibly i nvr will. More news: i'm e self-appointed class rep of 1B21... tis is so unlyk my withdrawn self 2 tke e initiative 2 b class rep. It's either my split personality or i mz b changing. Actually, another reason wuld b tt i wouldnt want 2 haf sum1 without an initiative as e class rep. I'm sighing a lot nw cos' i'm walkin down memory lane whilst typing tis. I'm sumwhere dwn memory lane street no. xx where i'm at MJC... haish i nvr regretted those days. Bt now... I can't tune in with e class, nt even wit e assistant class rep, hu oso studied sumwhere in e east. N at first i tot there was sum understandin. But currently, i'm totally off-beat. I'm tryin 2 think it's jz me... i'd b glad 2 find a clique lyk edmund, wee yang n yang yuan or jz a gd fren lyk leonard n gerrard hu'd laugh 2gether n make me laugh... cos e pple in tis class probably r jz too reserved n different. I wish i could tke bck my words but i can't. N now my class tinks i'm lame when they r e most boring creatures i've ever met. I haven't realli focused in fully during e past weeks too, causin a lot of errors n 'bluriness' in my leadership. I haf oso stopped my self-training in a while due 2 a lack of discipline n oso bz wit my parents comin bck. Sigh.. e consequences r disastrous. I havent bonded a class spirit, although it's jz a week bt time waits for no man... I'll wait alongside time for results. I'm patient. For a while, it looks as if it's a mistake 2 b lame. Actually, it's jz a test as to wad type of pple tis class is made up of. So u probably wun c me lame ard in skl anymore. But... There has onli been one thing significant enuf 2 deserve my attention n it's it. I can't stop smiling nowadays because of it. I tink it'll b gone again. Strangely, I'm scared but i'm secure. Maybe it has jz happened 2 me so many times i can't keep count n i'm no longer as afraid as i used 2 b. Frightened onli 4 e moment. Den I lose it. Cos when i'm almost there, it's gone. It's nt tt i'm holding e thot tt i can nvr haf it. I knew my self-esteem was nvr a problem nowadays cos i nvr knew it existed. Probably it died, maybe it's stronger? Only one thing's for sure, it's e best thing tt has happened 2 me since i started poly. Wad's it? I'll tell ya when i get there, or if i do.

I had two supposed class outins, which turned out 2 become a grp outin. N e worst was during a day when i broke my record of miscueing in pool. I miscued more than even e first time i played pool. Ridiculous. I jumped e ball outside e table. Haish! I've lost my smoothie... I've got 2 go n polish it again. Sian. N today was break tradition. I din't get 2 plae pool at all, meaning i'd probably haf no time in tis week 2 train pool at all.

Things r goin bad, even for a half-optimist lyk me. I'm finding my solace in four things now: 'it', studying, reading covey's bks n my old frens... sounds as if i'm completely mugging when actually i'm not. There r gd things tt happened too, lyk e lame things our grp did outside... e specs frm 77th strt... watching cursed n laffin at it... but it's grp nt a class. I'll wait 4 e class 2 bond. Anyway since i've tested e class, i need nt b lame any longer or put up with sum of e pple in my class, i'll probably haf e energy 2 get focused on myself-strengthen n sharpen. Time 2 create a set of core principles. Leon: ur old fav phrase during e o levels: Here we go again.

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